Pendulum

I am a pendulum that swings on the pit of degenerative humanity
I define the emotional concept and the rational feeling
I swing between extremes of God and A-God
And at each extreme missing the other one
The longing becomes my motion

This is a poem that I pulled out of my long non shared stuff after I came across Schopenhauer's "Boredom is just the reverse side of fascination: both depend on being outside rather than inside a situation, and one leads to the other."